Sans simpatico

I get it..
I leave a lot to be desired.
I am far from a catch.
I have pointed out that we are never on the same page ad nauseam.
The damage has been done.
The situation appears beyond repair.
Or at the very least beyond my means to do so.
I am not sure your demands at this point.
As the affair has always has been lop-sided, I have nothing left to surrender.
You tell me not to compare however your actions are unequivocally similar.
You envision the person in my role as an outsider.
Tis fact is part of your programming and you lack creativity to break the mold.
That fact is not an indictment.
Where does this leave "US"? 
Is there an "US"?
Your alliance ends at the depletion of my resources. 
I am as valuable as that which I can provide and once that runs its course you have no need for me.
I have lived with this reality forever,even before you.
I digress.
Due to my "inadequacies" I don't blame your focus elsewhere.
I expect it.
I do not co-sign the actions.
I overstand the realities.
Just do not act as if I am ignorant.
The damage of such is unspeakable.
I trust and respect YOU to decide that which is best for YOU.
I stay resolute, Despite
As Mr Achebe and that Legendary Philly crew reminds us.............................